This was written during 4th period....

11:16 Currently, I feel so betrayed.
I feel so foolish. I trust too easily. I should stop thinking everyone I talk to often is my friend.
How can you call yourself a friend if
1. You insult their tastes: "You have bad taste in men."
2. You won't help them with concepts they don't understand.
3. You won't lend them your homework to copy 5 minutes before it's due and they realized they didn't do it.
4. You don't let them borrow your stuff.
Ugh! So mad! So stupid! Naive clod! Argh!!
Oh my gosh! So mad. Absolutely no concentration for chemistry. I'm going to fail because of her. Losing points for my homework, participation, and on the test because I'm missing the lecture.
Stop staring at me with that darm pitiful look! It's all your fault! Fake! Fraud!
I will continue screaming in my head but I will say no more as I would just be repeating myself. *Fume*
P.S. Today's homecoming colors were green and gold. So many girls were wearing Shou's golden pants!

11:30 I've had it with 2008!
It's retardedly frustrating! First, my mom takes on a babysitting job in Janyary so there's less mommy for me. February, I felt so unloved because nobody gave me anything at all. March is just March and would have been fine had not Mom announced her plans for Colorado. April was my brother's birthday but he was so unsocial towards mom, it's just depressing. Then May came and STAR testing time! And unlike some people, I take it seriously so I stressed out over it. June was worrying because I had to make my decision about whether I was going to move. By July, I made my mind to stay and Mom left and I did not say a proper good bye to her. And in August, Miki leaves too and now I have full responsibility of my siblings because the housekeeper got fired because she didn't do her job. September was just dandy. School is total BS because my 1st period teacher always ruins my day. It happens at 7:15 AM and my mood does not improve until 12:00 or so. And October. October, October, October... Fuck you, October.
Screw you, 2008. Screw. You.
Love, Eugenia.