This is me.
My attitude towards the world is ---. I don't have an opinion. I'd rather watch than take part. If you yell at me, I'll stare blankly back at you. Maybe I'll frown a little or cry because I don't like being yelled at. But that's it. I don't talk a lot. I like to just watch.
When I'm with friends, I'm really hyper and outgoing, but that's only because it's awkward to be with someone so closely and just not have anything going on. And it's also quite an empty feeling when you're with someone, but they're not paying attention to you. So maybe I'm an attention-seeker.
I'm also quite selfish/self-centered. I like talking about me. I don't quite like listening to people's problems because usually they're boring. I don't care about the conversations you have with whosthatperson unless it's funny, like I can take that punchline and reuse it. That being said, I still laugh. I don't want people to not like me.
I would never tell you if I hated you. But I would also never tell you that I appreciate your company. Even if I lie with my actions, I don't lie with my words. If there's anything you can trust, it's my words.
I still don't like talking to strangers. I also don't like talking with adults. They don't understand me. I dislike teachers the most because they never put enough effort into answering my questions. I don't like the fact that I have to trust teachers so much. If they taught me wrong, I wouldn't know and that would screw me up for life.
But I don't like learning on my own. Just a little guidance would be nice.
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