Dismayed

I look at this blog and it goes way back.
Most of the posts are tl;dr.
And I hate myself of some years ago.
Why wouldn't I just shut up??

I realised something... If you look back and feel like you haven't changed... that's because you haven't.
Some time ago, I kept thinking--geez, I'm so mature now, but looking back, I would have done things exactly the way I did it back then! No change! Just mature! I'm awesome.

Can I shoot myself?

So I'm workin' on this whole growing up stuff.
It'll happen....
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